And only because I received permission/validation/compassion/reality check from teacher’s kind phone call the other day. I know, I know the saying these days is do not look for exterior approval because you surrender your autonomy. But these days no one is born without assistance. Sometimes you can get perspective and renewal from people you respect and are kind enough to respond when you are whining in a really annoying cybertone. Today I brought closing back without choking (although it is still crowded as ever in there). and even a couple of decent jump throughs from sitting (my standards probably not yours).  All back to superficial selfish Savasana thoughts ( Like: I think that nice lady is visiting from London, I could’ve asked for more coffee beans…) and I let that thought move along.